Sometimes everything changes when you least expect it. And when you have no control over it. On at least 3 occasions over the last two weeks, something startling, surprising, shocking, or all of the above has happened. This has been overwhelming. To say the least. These moments of surprise have been BIG DEALS. Changing the way I view my life. Putting the rest of the 2012 on a completely different playing field. Throwing some parts of my life off balance. Bringing chaos in places I thought were calm. And this is me not being dramatic.
Yeah, it’s been that kind of few weeks. Even my dreams are starting to reflect the crazy that keeps appearing around me.
So many things that happen in my life are inextricably tied to the lives of others, so any sharing beyond my typical vagueness is not an option. That’s for the best. The details of how life is changing don’t really matter, because my life is always in flux (it feels like). Right now, the changes are just coming at me faster than usual. They’re hard because I have no control over them. Also, most of these adjustments may not ever be known by others. Life will change, has changed, whether I like it or not, and no one will notice.
No one will notice.
I really need to improve my titles. They’re not my strong suit.
If anyone needs me, I will be watching Chuck and pretending I’m a spy. The chaos of other fake worlds makes mine seem less threatening.