This time last year I was getting ready to do something completely crazy. It did not turn out as hoped.
Do I love my life anyway? Absolutely. Am I glad I did that crazy thing? Yes. Would I like my life if it had turned out as I had I hoped? I’m not sure. Most likely, probably not.
My current tomorrow will be filled with crazy, just of a different sort. Children, hugs, discipline, grace, cleaning, running, remembering, being.
The best part? The Lord was with me then and the Lord is with me now. And He’ll be there tomorrow and the day after that. Even when I think He’s nuts. Even when I’m nuts. Even when He prompts me to do crazy things. I like this adventure.
More on February thoughts and March expectations later.
Let’s just say that February 2011 will not go down as the most productive month of my life. Also, March 2011 holds much more promise and much less inner turmoil than March 2010.